Where I am now..

Well, graduation came.. then bumming around.. and then work. Not much activity for me but to sit down in front of the PC and go on field from time to time. From the day I graduated up to 2004, I think I only trained Judo for maybe 3-5 times. Nope! Not 3-5 times a week. That's 3-5 times in 2 years! Sheesh!

A year ago, I felt so weak. I could hardly climb the stairs of the MRT. I couldn't bend forward without squishing my beer belly. I always felt tired and I can't wear my old clothes again. My weight was a staggering 84kg!.. That's 12kg(x2.2lbs)! Yep, I went up 2 weight divisions.

I started working out last year and tried to follow a program. But it got really hard during the holidays. I can stay on working out but I simply couldn't stop eating! I was eating junk food for maybe around every 2 hours! Oh yum!

From last year, my weight stayed the same. What I lost during workout, I gained through eating, and all whatever excess fat I took in decided to reside on my belly. It seems to me that I lost some fat in my arms and legs but the there is still much fat around at my tummy area. It doesn't look nice when my arms, chest and legs look toned but I have a lifesaver around my tummy.

And to simplify things: I got fat! I feel weak! .. so depressing!